Behind The Smile

I put a smile on

when I walk out the door

Tell the neighbors

that I'm doing fine

But the dust is settling on the kitchen floor

And I'm running

out of time

I see you slipping right through my hands

Like water

in a dry land

(Lord, help me now)

On the outside I'm laughing

and standing tall

But on the inside I'm watching

the kingdom fall

I'm losing my grip

on the only one I

love

Staring at a silent sky

above

My bank account is low,

my engine is shot

I'm trying to fix what I've got

But a broken heart don't have a spare part

I'm stumbling in the dark

On the outside I'm laughing

and standing tall

But on the inside I'm watching

the kingdom fall

I'm losing my

grip

on the only one I

love

Staring at a silent sky

above

I'm still smiling...

(mhm-mmh) But I'm breaking...