Frosted Scars
yeah yeah,
yeah i been—
i been too gone lately
don’t ask me where my head at
every time i gave my heart
somebody gave that shit back
i been outside but i’m nowhere
whole lotta weight, i don’t show that
everybody love you when you up
hit the floor, watch ’em fall back
i lost shit i can’t get back
lost love, lost time,
lost tracks
tell my son i’ma be right here
even when life got me all bad and i know— i know,
i know shit don’t feel the same no more heart got cold
eyes real low still ten toes wherever i go i been fucked
up
don’t nobody know
i just light one up
then ride real slow
i gave jobs my blood and sweat they still cut me loose
gave people every part of me what the fuck i got to
prove? every time i think i’m finally straight here come something new
life been beating on a nigga i just learned to take the
bruise baby mama hate me probably got her reasons too i done
fucked up plenty times can’t act like that ain’t true but i
wanted us forever that’s the part they never knew i wasn’t chasing
just a bitch i was chasing me and you house somewhere quiet
lil driveway, couple cars mav running through the yard while we laughing
at the stars damn—
funny how that dream feel far now i’m riding by myself having
conversations with the dark
don’t call my phone i might not answer
too much shit inside my head
i can’t explain it i ain’t looking for no saving i just
need somewhere to breathe
‘cause everybody want something
ain’t nobody asking what i need
i been outside but i’m nowhere
whole lotta weight, i don’t show that
everybody love you when you up
hit the floor, watch ’em fall back
i lost shit i can’t get back
lost love, lost time,
lost tracks
tell my son i’ma be right here
even when life got me all bad and i know—
i know,
i know
shit don’t feel the same no more heart got cold eyes real
low still ten toes wherever i go
maybe i’m fucked up maybe i’m tired maybe that old me already
died
but i’m still here that’s what matters tonight whole world
went dark on
me— i still ain’t turn off my light.