

I kept the light on low
So I could see what stayed
You said you loved me slowly
But every word decayed
I read between the silence
I felt the distance grow
You held me like a promise Then let the promise go
I don't need another story
I don't need you to explain
What was buried in your mercy Still comes rising through the rain
If his love was pure and honest
The truth would hold my hand My heart would have been covered
Not left there where I stand
I gave him every open door He gave me smoke and shame
If his love was pure and honest
I wouldn't fear my name
(my name)
The room still knows your shadow
The floor remembers mine
I learned to stop defending
The things you wouldn't define
No, I won't call it weakness
To want a love that stays
I was only asking shelter
You were asking me to fade
Now the quiet sounds like freedom Now the wound can lose its
flame
I can hold the contradiction And still walk out of the frame
Let the old house shake
Let the false walls fall
I was never too much
I was just alone through it all And if the truth comes
late
I will meet it where I am
With my own heart uncovered
But finally in my hands
If his love was pure and honest
The truth would hold my hand
My heart would have been covered Not left there where I stand
I don't need another answer I don't need to place the blame
If his love was pure and honest I still get to love
my name
(love my name)
My heart is in my hands now
My heart is in my hands