Bitter Smile

I force a smile across my face

To hide the bitterness in this space

I used to like you,

it was true

Now every moment is a cage with you

I tried to build a fragile bridge

To find a place where we could live

But you just tear it down again

Why is it so hard to be friends

I hate you

so much

(I hate you) And yet I smile

But you make it too hard to survive

So fuck you, bitch,

I'm done this time

We used to laugh when we were young

Before the venom hit your tongue

Now every word is like a knife

Cutting the remaining ties to life

I hate you so much

(I hate you) And yet I smile

But you make it too hard to survive

So fuck you, bitch,

I'm done this time

(fuck you)

I'm letting go (so done)