Behind Your Eclipse

I learned to smile in a borrowed room Feet on the floor,

but I’m not there too

Morning trains and painted faces I keep my name

in hidden places I nod along,

I play my part

But something’s missing

in my heart

If I step out,

will I disappear? If I speak up,

will you come near?

I’m counting scars like shooting stars Trying to remember who we are

I’m living behind your walls of doubt

Calling your name but it won’t come out If you turn around,

I’ll learn to breathe I’m living behind your shadows,

let me leave (oh-oh)

(oh-oh, oh-oh)

I’m still here

I watch you laugh with everyone

Like I’m a scene that you outgrown

I stitch my courage out of noise

And swallow words I can’t deploy

If this is love,

why does it ache?

I held the line till my hands would shake

Say the truth, say my name

I’m not a ghost

in your frame (ahhhh)

I’m living behind your walls of doubt

Calling your name but it won’t come out If you turn around,

I’ll learn to breathe

I’m living behind your shadows,

let me

leave (oh-oh) (oh-oh)