

(hmmm, oh-oh)
Holding the pain inside my whole life
Want to let go but I fear the knife
Blaming the woman who ruined the child
Left me alone in the cold and the wild
No key to get inside,
left out on the street
A kind lady took me in,
gave me warmth and retreat
While you never learned,
never thought twice
Selling my childhood, paying the price
I just wanna be happy once more
Feel wanted and loved,
not keeping the score
No playing games, I don't need your doctors to heal
One day I'll forget but my heart knows what's real (I will
never forget)
You ask why I am mad,
I keep silent to the witch
You never cared anyway,
flipped the final switch
I still hear the echo from that painful day
"You're an embarrassment," that's all you had to say
But I will heal myself,
yes I will rise
Looking at the sun,
wiping my eyes
I don't need your apology now
I will find my peace,
I'll show you how
I can heal myself...
(no more
pain) My heart remembers
inside