Behind Closed Doors

(hummmmm) Looking in the mirror,

trying hard to see The person everybody’s expecting me to be I

take a step forward,

then I take two back Trying to stay on track,

but I lose the path

I try to play the part and do what’s right But I’m

fighting with my head in the middle of the night Nobody really

knows the weight inside my chest Doing everything I can,

still failing the test

I try to be good,

do what I’m supposed to But I’m trapped in a room with

the thoughts I’m close to Screaming out loud,

but nobody really knows How the story goes behind closed doors Yeah,

I try to hold on,

but I lose my grip Every time I take a step,

I start to slip (yeah)

Pushing through the noise,

trying not to break Tired of the smiles

that I gotta fake They see me on the surface,

think I’m doing fine While I’m running out of energy and running

out of time

I just wanna fix it,

turn the page around

Pick up all the pieces scattered on the ground

It’s a heavy road,

walking through the dark Trying to find a light,

trying to catch a spark I try to be good,

do what I’m supposed to But I’m trapped in a room with

the thoughts I’m close to Screaming out loud,

but nobody really knows How the story goes behind closed doors Yeah,

I try to hold on,

but I lose my grip Every time I take a step,

I start to slip

Yeah, nobody knows...

Just trying my best... (ahhhh)