

I wake up early,
make my bed Brush my teeth,
clear my head
Write the list, cross it off
Every day feels like enough
But the mountain never moves
I'm just running in my shoes
And I'm tired, so tired of trying
When the silence
just keeps growing
I let you down,
I let you down
And I'll let you down again
But maybe one day,
maybe one day
I won't have to pretend
I call my mom,
she says she's proud
I don't tell her how I'm drowning
Every failure feels so loud In a room that stays so quiet
I'm twenty-something, I should know
How to make the flowers grow
And I'm tired, so tired of trying
When the silence
just keeps growing
I let you down,
I let you down
And I'll let you down again
But maybe one day,
maybe one day
I won't have to pretend
If I could just reach out my hand And pull the future
to the present
Maybe I would understand
Why I never learned my lesson But the years keep slipping by
And I'm still just asking why
(Oh, oh-oh)
I let you down,
I let you down (Oh,
oh-oh)
But maybe one day
Maybe one day