In My Head

In my head... In my head...

I know you're not there.

So why can I still hear you?

Every word you ever said

Found a place beneath my skin

I can lock the doors outside

But I can't lock you out within

I turn the lights off You're in my head

I close my eyes You're in my head

Try to drown the noise It learns to swim Here we go

again.

I know

I know

I KNOW

There's nobody there But knowing doesn't make The room feel less crowded

IN MY HEAD IN MY HEAD EVERYTHING YOU SAID IN MY HEAD

IN MY HEAD PLAY IT BACK AGAIN

I CAN RUN

I CAN HIDE I CAN BEG IT TO END

BUT YOU'RE STILL

IN MY HEAD

IN MY HEAD IN MY— HEAD!

Every memory changes shape

Every answer comes too late

I replay conversations Just to find another mistake

Should've said this Should've done that

Should've seen it Should've fought back Round and round Until the past

Starts sounding like a fact Make it stop Make it stop

I KNOW WHAT HAPPENED

So why does my mind Keep rewriting the ending?

IN MY HEAD IN MY HEAD EVERYTHING YOU SAID

IN MY HEAD

IN MY HEAD PLAY IT BACK AGAIN

I CAN RUN I CAN HIDE I CAN BEG IT TO END

BUT YOU'RE STILL IN MY HEAD

IN MY HEAD IN MY— HEAD!

GET OUT

GET OUT

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY— ...head.

What if the voice isn't yours anymore?

What if I kept it?

Fed it

Learned it Made it mine What if every time

I thought you came back It was me

Standing behind my own

eyes?

In my head

In my head IN MY HEAD

IN MY HEAD

IN MY HEAD

IN MY

HEAD NOW IT SOUNDS LIKE ME INSTEAD IN MY HEAD

IN MY HEAD

CAN'T REMEMBER WHERE YOU END I CAN SCREAM I CAN FIGHT I

CAN SWEAR I'M OKAY BUT I'M STILL IN MY HEAD IN MY

HEAD IN MY— HEAD!

In my head... In my head...

Maybe you left. Maybe I didn't.