Sinking Slow

Yeah…

3 a.m., headlights in the rain

Same pain, different day

I’m sinking slow, nobody knows How deep I go when I’m alone

Mirror says I’m fine,

but I don’t know Why I feel like I’m already gone Black

hoodie, tears on the phone Heartbeat cold like a tombstone If I

disappear, would it show?

I’m sinking slow… I’m sinking slow

Smoke in my lungs but it don’t fill the hole

Demons in my head got a permanent home Every text left read

like I’m already dead Every “you okay?” — I just say “I’m

good” instead Got ghosts in my room,

they don’t let me sleep Got scars in my mind that I’ll

always keep I laugh too loud so they won’t see

How bad it really gets with me I drive too fast with

the radio loud Tryna drown out the thoughts when they get too

proud They tell me I’m nothing,

I’m too much, I’m wrong Play the same sad song,

all night long..

I’m sinking slow, nobody knows How deep I go when I’m alone

Mirror says I’m fine,

but I don’t know Why I feel like I’m already gone Black

hoodie, tears on the phone Heartbeat cold like a tombstone If I

disappear, would it show?

I’m sinking slow…

I’m sinking slow Love feels sharp like broken glass

I hold it tight but it never lasts I give my heart

til it’s paper thin Let ‘em tear it up,

let ‘em walk back in Tell my friends

I’m just tired

Truth is I feel like I’m wired To self-destruct when it’s too

quiet Silence hits and I start a riot

Staring at the ceiling,

counting cracks

Counting all the reasons I can’t relax Every memory hits like waves

at night I’m underwater,

fighting for light If I let go,

would I finally breathe?

Or would the dark just swallow me?

I’m tired of swimming in my own mind

Looking for something I’ll never find

I’m sinking slow… nobody knows How deep I go when I’m alone

Mirror says I’m fine,

but I don’t know

Why I feel like I’m already gone

If I scream low,

would it echo?

Or just fade where the cold winds blow… I’m sinking slow…

But I’m still holding on.