My Last Breath

Don't turn the light on

I don't wanna see

What this room Has done to me

Every sound

Feels too close

Every shadow Knows my name

I've been holding My breath so

long

I forgot How

breathing feels

One more night One more door

One more voice

saying "Just hold on"

I HAVE NOTHING LEFT Nothing underneath

Nothing in my hands

Nothing keeping me on my feet

I HAVE NOTHING LEFT I gave it everything

If something wants The rest of me

THEN LET IT

COME AND TAKE IT

There's a sound

In the hallway

Or maybe

It's inside my head I don't check anymore

I just listen

From the bed

Every promise

Feels rehearsed

Every morning

Feels the same

Everybody says

I'm still here

Like that's supposed To mean I'm

safe

One more breath

One more lie

One more person asking

"Are you alright?"

I HAVE NOTHING LEFT Nothing underneath

Nothing in my hands

Nothing keeping me on my feet

I HAVE NOTHING LEFT

I gave it everything

If something wants

The rest of me

THEN LET IT

COME AND TAKE

IT I tried.

I swear to God

I tried.

I carried it Until my hands went numb.

I smiled

Until my face hurt.

I said "I'm fine" Until the words Stopped meaning anything.

So if you're out there— Come closer.

I'm done

Being afraid.

NO MORE RUNNING

NO MORE HIDING

NO MORE

NO MORE NO—

I HAVE NOTHING LEFT No mask No strength No pretty ending

Left to fake I HAVE NOTHING LEFT And maybe that's What scares

me most

Not that something Found me—

That I don't care IF IT DOES

Don't turn the light on.

... Please.