Sinking Slow

Yeah… 3 a.m., headlights in the rain

Same pain, different day

I’m sinking slow, nobody knows How deep I go

when I’m alone Mirror says I’m fine,

but I don’t know

Why I feel like I’m already gone

Black hoodie, tears on the phone

Heartbeat cold like a tombstone

If I disappear, would it show?

I’m sinking slow… I’m sinking slow Smoke in my lungs but it

don’t fill the hole

Demons in my head got a permanent home

Every text left read like I’m already dead Every “you okay?” —

I just say “I’m good” instead

Got ghosts in my room,

they don’t let me sleep

Got scars in my mind that I’ll always keep I laugh too

loud so they won’t see How bad it really gets with me

I drive too fast with the radio loud Tryna drown out the

thoughts when they get too proud They tell me I’m nothing,

I’m too much, I’m wrong Play the same sad song,

all night long..

I’m sinking slow,

nobody knows How deep I go

when I’m alone Mirror says I’m fine,

but I don’t know

Why I feel like I’m already gone

Black

hoodie,

tears on the phone

Heartbeat cold like a tombstone

If I disappear, would it show?

I’m sinking slow… I’m sinking slow

Love feels sharp like broken glass I hold it tight but it

never lasts I give my heart til it’s paper thin Let ‘em

tear it up, let ‘em walk back in

Tell my friends I’m just tired

Truth is I feel like I’m wired

To self-destruct when it’s too quiet

Silence hits and I start a riot

Staring at the ceiling,

counting cracks

Counting all the reasons I can’t relax Every memory hits like waves

at night

I’m underwater, fighting for light

If I let go,

would I finally breathe?

Or would the dark just swallow me?

I’m tired of swimming in my own mind

Looking for something I’ll never find

I’m sinking slow…

nobody knows

How deep I go

when I’m alone

Mirror says I’m fine,

but I don’t know

Why I feel like I’m already gone If I scream low,

would it echo?

Or just fade where the cold winds blow…

I’m sinking slow… But I’m still holding on.