

If I could do it again?
(Yeah.) I'd change some things.
A lot of things.
At least...
that's what I tell myself.
I'd leave some rooms
Before the night went bad,
Hold onto a few things I didn't know I had.
I'd spend less time Trying to impress People I don't remember Giving
a shit about. I'd save more money.
Call some people back.
Take a couple roads I was too afraid to chance.
And there's one or two women—
Yeah.
Definitely differently.
I'd know when to stay.
Know when to leave.
Know which lies Not to believe.
Give me one more life— I'd get it right.
Wouldn't I?
I'd do it differently,
I'd change a hundred things,
Take back stupid words,
Keep a few old dreams.
I'd know what I know now Before I knew anything.
If I got another chance—
I'd do it differently.
I'd worry less at twenty-five About shit that never came,
Stop treating every bad year Like the rest would be the same.
I'd know some doors were walls.
Some endings were relief.
Some things I called disasters Were just life changing seats.
I'd make smarter choices.
Finally learn when to quit.
Actually... Hold on. If I knew everything then that I know right
now... I'd avoid
all my old mistakes.
And find completely new ones.
(Oh, shit.)
I'd do it differently.
Yeah.
I'd probably fuck it up differently too.
(There it is.)
I'd do it differently!
Different wrong turn!
Different bad idea! Different bridge to burn!
I'd dodge every lesson That already left a bruise— Then invent brand-new
ways TO HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE!
Maybe that's the deal.
No rehearsal. No perfect take.
No answer sheet
Before the choices you make.
One moving target. One ridiculous ride.
By the time you understand it— YOU'RE ALREADY LIVING THE FUCKING LIFE.
I'D DO IT DIFFERENTLY!
Sure as hell I would!
I'd make brand-new mistakes Thinking this time they're good!
I'd love the wrong person!
Miss the right fucking train!
Take some brilliant shortcut AND GET COMPLETELY LOST AGAIN!
So keep your perfect version.
I don't think it exists.
Give me the beautiful mess And whatever comes with it.
Would I change some things?
ABSOLUTELY. Would I finally get everything right?
Not a fucking chance.
I'd just do it differently.
And fuck it up differently too.