

When the city gets heavy I
disappear your fear You call me
poison but I call you mine
You call it weakness,
I call it time Don't call
me yours Then why do you
answer?
Addiction don't always kick the door
in Sometimes it uses your own
voice
Sometimes it says,
"You earned this" At the
counter with the music low
Card in my hand,
heart in my throat
I ask myself,
"Do I need this?" Then laugh
like it's some kind of joke
What else could I do with
this money?
What else could I do?
What else could I do with
this pain?
What man keeps building the future
Then burning the bridge in the
rain? I'm chasing the dragon under
the elevated Tryna catch what don't
come back no more I can
make it feel close I can
open that door It don't feel
like addiction It feels like tomorrow
Feels like one more night Feels
like borrowed sorrow Borrow it,
baby, you can pay it later
And the dragon don't fly no
more To the ones saying
I can stop
But never really stops
This is the sign Not shame
Not judgment Not judgment Come back
home Do I really need this?
Do I really want this?
Am I really free if I
keep running from the honest?
Do I wanna stop or do
I wanna hide?
Do I want my life back
or another alibi?
Nobody knows you like I know
you Nobody holds you like I
hold you That's not love
, that's not peace
That's you taking little pieces out
of me I don't need to
hit bottom just to prove the
bottom's real I don't need another
bottle just to tell me how
to feel Help me,
hear me I'm still in here
Don't fear me I look alright
But I'm not okay I keep
surviving But I wanna change Call
me Hold me Don't shame me
Just know me I need love,
I need truth I need somebody
to pull me through
One more night,
one more flame,
one more pour I'm not chasing
the dragon under the elevated Not
tonight, not like before First time
scoring, I'm done here waiting For
a ghost to get me It
did feel like addiction When I
finally saw the chain It did
feel like a prison When I
called it by its name I
wanna live More than I want
that fire I want the truth
More than I want the liar
And the dragon don't fly no
more
You'll miss me by morning Maybe
I will You'll call me when
it hurts I'll call someone real
You'll come back to me Not
this time For anybody fighting quiet
You are not the thing you're
fighting Cry out,
reach out Come back The night
is loud But you are louder
Help me,
I'm ready
One more One more
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