Life Back

why does no one talk about the way your heart sinks

when a person dies twice

most important one in your life

memories start to fade voices start to change till i feel sick

to my stomach again blaming time again

i want my life back the one where he lived the smiles

that didn’t turn to cry’s when i look up at the night

sky

i want my life back

just a for a day just to remember what it was like

for him to wake and live a day

lost for reasons and answers

it’s like a sting that never dies know that you’ll never find

an answer you will want

questioning if i was enough i was just a girl what can

i say suicide i can never get behind when i grew up

in your place

i wish i

wish

i wish i could reverse time make a difference to his life

make his day a better day

i want i want i want what i know

i can’t this could all be so different but time doesn’t give

you time i

want his life back the one where i lived the smiles that

felt alive now i look up at the night sky

i want his life back

just for a lifetime just for him to have a chance to

wake up and give it another try

(just to wake and live a day)