

Yeah... they wonder why I stay up all
night. Too many
thoughts, man. Look, look...
I’ve been trying to heal,
but it takes time
Walking through the shadows of my own mind
They see the jewelry,
they see the bright lights But they don’t see the demons that
I fight... tonight. (Yeah,
it's getting heavy now...
watch how it switches up.)
Step on the gas and I'm pushing the dash and I gotta
get cash and I gotta move fast,
yeah Living a life where you look at the past and you
wonder how long is the feeling gonna last,
yeah
Melly inside of my mental,
I'm breaking a pencil,
I'm writing these lyrics,
they get confidential Juice in my cup but it's not coincidental,
I'm fighting the spirits,
it's not accidental! They want the energy,
they want the melody,
looking at me like I committed a felony Just for the way
that I'm speaking my honesty,
stacking my equity, building my legacy...
...But hold up.
Let's take it back.
My chest hurts when I look at the track.
I lost my day-one brother over nothing.
Now I’m in a mansion,
staring at the ceiling,
fronting.
Is it really worth the price we pay?
To wash all of our youth away?
I’ve been trying to heal,
but it takes time
Walking through the shadows of my own mind
They see the jewelry,
they see the bright lights But they don’t see the demons that
I fight... tonight.
Yeah, I gotta keep a smile for the camera lens
Buying all my cousins brand new Mercedes-Benz
Hoping it masks the pain,
hoping it stops the rain But driving in circles just keeps me
in the same lane.
Gotta-go, gotta-go, look at the clock and I'm ready to rock and
I'm ready to roll!
Anxiety hitting me, hitting me hard and I feel like I'm losing
all total control! They want a piece of me,
taking a lease on me,
nobody asking me if I'm okay I put my heart on the
floor of the studio,
bleeding it out till there's nothing to say!
Nothing left to say...
Just the echoes.
Fast life, slow death.
Yeah.