Defiantly Happy

(hmmm-mm) (yeah, alright) I put on my highest heels today

Packed up all your things and threw them away

And I'm wearing that red shade on my lips

Painting over all the things I miss

I tell my friends I'm doing fine

I laugh right on the cue every single time (haha)

But the cracks are starting to show

Oh I'm dancing through the wreckage,

smiling in the rain

Singing a sweet melody to cover up the pain

Every step is heavy but I make it look so light Yeah,

I'm perfectly happy, dying inside tonight

Everyone says I look so brand new

Like I never shed a single tear for you

(not one) I keep the motor running,

keep the radio loud

Standing tall and blending in the crowd

I tell my friends I'm doing fine

I laugh right on the cue every single time

But the cracks are starting to show

Oh I'm dancing through the wreckage,

smiling in the rain

Singing a sweet melody to cover up the pain

Every step is heavy but I make it look so light Yeah,

I'm perfectly happy, dying inside tonight

And they don't see the shadow in my eyes

Behind this bright and beautiful disguise (they don't see it,

no)

Oh I'm dancing through the wreckage,

smiling in the rain

Singing a sweet melody to cover up the pain

Every step is heavy but I make it look so light Yeah,

I'm perfectly happy, dying inside tonight

Yeah, perfectly happy...

(dying inside tonight) Smiling in the rain... (yeah)