

Are you coming? Are you
staying?
Do you know what you want?
Not yet.
Everybody asks in future tense Where you going,
what comes next I keep answers in my jacket Lose them somewhere
on the steps Phone lights up,
another question Another door I should have met Maybe I could choose
forever
Just not yet
Give me one
more
night Without a name for it
One more wrong
turn I don't have to fix
Not yet Don't make me decide
Not yet
I'm still changing my mind Leave the light on Leave a little
space
I might get there Just not today
Not yet
Not yet
Not— Not— Not yet
Someone bought a house in April
Someone disappeared in June
Someone says they've found the answer I still sleep past afternoon I
have loved things I outgrew
I have left before I knew
Maybe that's a kind of knowing
Maybe not
Give me one more night Before it has to mean something One
unfinished line
I don't have to complete
If I say yes too early Will I have to stay?
If I say no too quickly What do I throw away?
So ask me again
When the morning feels different
Ask me again
Not yet
But I'm closer this time
Not yet
And that's still an answer of mine Don't close the door Don't
circle the date
I might get there I might be late
Not yet
Not yet
Are you ready? ...
Not yet.