Anonymous Lovely

Your smile killed truths I found living in your eyes,

screaming of love

while whispering lies.

You held me as if it was something real,

but the darkness in you

stayed fake,

like I was only ever someone you couldn’t reshape.

And I kept holding on

to everything you wouldn’t say,

while love kept reaching for you

and you kept pulling away

Anonymous lovely, I never understood what you mean,

living in the twilight of moments but you never see.

Love always followed, and you run away.

Love always followed, but you never stay.

The words sit anchored in my chest,

unfinished at worst, Unspoken at best.

I was always someone

you were learning to forget.

I replay the moments,

Of the way you looked at me,

deception underneath, yet I couldn’t reach.

In the coldest corners of your heart,

I tried to feel something but instead found nothing,

Anonymous lovely, I never understood what you mean living in the twilight

of moments but you never see.

Love always followed, and you run away.

Love always followed, but you never stay.

Maybe I mistook your silence

for something buried deep.

Maybe I gave meaning

to things you never meant to keep.

Every unanswered question

finally ends the same— Because the truth is…

Anonymous lovely, I finally understood what you mean,

Fading in the twilight of moments but you never see.

Love always followed, and you run away.

Love always followed… but you never stay.

Because the truth is

you don’t love me—

or you would stay,

Anonymous Lovely