Fully Sedated

(I'm fully sedated)

You pin down my wrists,

leaving prints on the bed.

You're sweating out vodka,

receptors are dead. You fracture the tempo,

disrupting the pace. I'm counting the ceiling tiles under your face.

(under your face)

You're going faster, I'm going numb.

Waiting for something to finally come.

Up the dose! Leave a purple bruise on my jaw!

I'm craving a panic attack,

make it raw! The dopamine's empty,

the fever has faded.

You're grinding your teeth,

I'm fully sedated!

(fully sedated) (fully sedated) (fully sedated)

You tear at my collar,

ripping the seam. You think it’s a climax,

an animal dream. Novocaine flooding the base of my spine.

You're forcing the rhythm,

nothing is mine. (nothing is mine)

You're going faster, I'm going numb.

Waiting for something to finally come.

Up the dose! Leave a purple bruise on my jaw!

I'm craving a panic attack,

make it raw! The dopamine's empty,

the fever has faded.

You're grinding your teeth,

I'm fully sedated!

Fully sedated!

You’re catching your breath.

I'm checking my phone.