Fathomless Abyss

The weight pulls me under,

can't catch my breath

Heart racing wild, thoughts spinning in my head

Trying to hold on

but the darkness calls

Every day feels like I'm

losing it all

(panic rising)

Anxiety wraps tight around my chest

Can't escape the fear,

no place to rest

Suicidal whispers in the dead of night

Fighting to stay but losing the fight

I'm drowning in the silence,

screaming inside

Depression's heavy blanket, nowhere to hide

Panic attacks crashing like waves on the shore

Suicidal thoughts

knocking at my door (oh no) The attempt left scars,

both inside and out

Anxiety lingers, filling me with doubt

But I'm still here breathing,

one step at a time

Searching for light in

this uphill climb

Can I find the strength

to keep going on?

Through the panic and pain,

until the dawn

Still fighting the battle,

day after day

Holding on tightly, come what may