Still Here

I don't know her anymore

She looks at me

Like she knows something I don't

Every night I meet her there

Waiting in the glass

Same eyes, same face

Same question that I never ask

I've spent years trying to outrun Everything she knows Every weakness,

every failure Every place I wouldn't go

I've been holding back the noise

I've been swallowing the blame

But the closer that I get to her The louder comes the

pain

You think I'm weak?

Then watch me breathe

Watch me turn the fear Into something underneath

You think I'm broken?

Look again

I found the girl inside the glass And she's not scared of

me

anymore

I used to call her dangerous

Used to hate her when she cried Used to think that every

part of her Was something I should hide

Now I'm standing face to face

With everything I feared

And for the first time in my life I don't want to

disappear

I've been running from myself

Like I had nowhere left to go

But the woman in the mirror

Is the only one who knows What if I never needed saving?

What if I was never small?

What if all this time I was just afraid to see it

all?

YOU THINK I'M WEAK?

THEN WATCH ME BREATHE!

I'VE BEEN DYING JUST TO FEEL

EVERYTHING

YOU TOOK FROM ME!

YOU THINK I'M BROKEN?

LOOK AGAIN!

I'M STILL STANDING IN THE GLASS AND I DON'T NEED TO RUN

AGAIN!

I'M NOT WEAK! I WAS JUST AFRAID!

...I was never weak.

I was just afraid.