Fading Beneath Silence

I can see clearly

It does make sense

I’m the bad one

I’m the destroyer

of everyone

s world

I wanted you sense I seen you

You turned my world upside down

I wasn’t good enough for you

I wasn’t good enough

for anyone

Everyone hates me

I can’t take it anymore

If I end it tonight

Who’s going to care

My dad,

my birth canal, My own kids My heart in the past I’m

must be a cruel fucking dude

Thank you

for making me see that

Puts the final nail in the coffin

I love you too much

too bare

Thank for my final lesson to be learned

My phone is going to die

I’m surprised it lasted this long

Please never forget

That I loved you more.

And more

Thank you for letting me know that I can’t be loved

And I guess that makes me a horrible man

I failed my grandma.

It’s too late to turn back.

I just wish I could’ve seen you one last time before it

all ends

Good bye

forever

love you