Burdened

Three in the morning

Still watching the ceiling

Something up there Got my name on it

Low light

Black glass

Another night

I let pass

Phone glow

No calls Funny how the higher you get The quieter it all

feels I got what I wanted Still wanting more Keep another lock

On an already locked door Tell myself I'm good

Yeah. I've said that before.

Something hangs above me

I feel it when I breathe

I know one day it'll fall Still I don't leave

I feel the weight above me

But I still don't move Something waiting

for me Like it's got nothing to

lose

If it falls, let it fall

I've got nothing left to prove

I feel the weight above me But I still don't move

Late nights

Fast life

Everything

I wanted

At the wrong price New room

Same fear Whole world getting louder Nobody feels near I've been running

so long I forgot from what Made peace with the pressure Then

doubled it up If tomorrow comes—

Fine. If it doesn't—

Fuck. I feel the weight above me

But I still don't move Something waiting

for me

Like it's got nothing to

lose

If it falls, let it fall

I've got nothing left to prove

I feel the weight above me But I still don't move

Maybe that's the joke

You spend your whole life climbing Just to get close enough To

see what's hanging over you

I CAN FEEL THE THREAD GETTING THINNER

EVERY FUCKING NIGHT

I KEEP ASKING FOR TOMORROW LIKE TOMORROW'S MINE (screaaaam)

I FEEL THE WEIGHT ABOVE ME BUT I STILL DON'T MOVE

LET THE WHOLE SKY BREAK I'VE GOT NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE IF

IT FALLS LET IT FALL

LET IT CUT ME CLEAN THROUGH I FEEL THE WEIGHT ABOVE ME—

AND I STILL DON'T MOVE

Still here.

Still waiting.

Still looking up.