Tears That Carry Me

Hmm…

There are some kinds of pain you can't explain…

You smile

in front of everybody…

But when you're alone… Only your tears know the truth.

There are nights when I can't sleep

'Cause my mind is way too heavy

I keep asking myself

How much longer can I keep fighting?

I tell everybody I'm okay

But that's just a lie I say

'Cause deep inside my heart

There's a part of me crying

in silence

I smile in front of everybody

But nobody sees my tears

I say that I'm doing fine But

my heart is crying out for help I've given so much

I've forgiven so much

And now I'm tired Of always having to be strong

When I have no strength

God, You carry me

When the tears fall from my eyes I ask You,

please don't let me go

When my heart is broken

When I don't know where to go

I close my eyes and pray Lord,

give me strength to carry on

(oh carry on)

Some people said they'd always be there

But when trouble came,

they disappeared

I called them a few times

But my phone never rang again If you see me smiling Don't

think I have no problems

There are battles I never talk about

Because some things only my heart knows

If you hear my voice… Don't think this is just a song…

It's my life… It's my pain… It's every night I spent searching

for a little light… I fell… I cried… But I won't stay

on the ground. I hurt…

But I'm still breathing.

I'm tired… But I'm still moving.

And even if nobody understands my wounds,

I believe that one day…

I'll look up at the sky

And say:

"I survived."

When I have no strength

God, You carry me

When every door seems closed

I know there's still a way for me

When my heart is broken I know I can start again

Even with tears in my eyes

I'll keep moving forward

Hmm… Don't give up… Even when life tells you that you can't…

Breathe… Get back up…

Keep going…

One day… You'll look back

And you'll say: "All that pain…

Made me stronger."