yours in slow motion

I keep your name in my pocket Like it don’t weigh a

thing But it pulls me under (ahhhh)

I scroll back through the messages,

like I’m brave Then I flinch at the truth in the words

that I saved You said you needed space,

I heard “leave me alone” So I laughed in the daylight and

broke when I’m home I tell my friends I’m fine,

I’ve been saying it clean But my voice does that thing when

you show up in my dreams (yeah)

And I hate how I still wait for your car outside

Hate how my pride turns quiet when you’re on my mind

If I text you right now,

would it fix it or fall?

I’m standing on “maybe” like it’s not a wall (ooh)

If you miss me,

just say it Don’t let it fade in the silence I’m tired

of guessing, I’m tired of trying

To read your mind when I’m dying If you’re done,

just break it If you’re here,

then don’t hide it I’m still right here,

still fighting For a love that won’t stay (oh-oh) (oh-oh) (yeah)

I tried to move on,

I even changed my route

But every bar in this town got your laugh in the crowd

I say it’s whatever,

then I trip on your name

Like a stone in my shoe,

and it’s always the same I keep rehearsing the talk

like a line in a play

Then I freeze when you ask me “so how have you been?” (hah)

Look—

I don’t wanna be dramatic,

I just hate the rewind You were “forever” in my head,

now you’re “maybe” in real time I delete the pics,

then I go back,

same cycle, same night Tell myself “let her go,” then I look

for your light And it’s not even anger,

it’s the quiet regret

Like I’m paying for words that I never said yet

If you call, I’m there— that’s the problem,

I guess

’Cause I’m strong for a minute,

then I’m back to a mess

And I hate how I still wait for your car outside

Hate how my pride turns quiet when you’re on my mind

If I text you right now,

would it fix it or fall?

I’m standing on “maybe” like it’s not a wall (ooh)

If you miss me,

just say it Don’t let it fade in the silence I’m tired

of guessing, I’m tired of trying

To read your mind when I’m dying If you’re done,

just break it If you’re here,

then don’t hide it I’m still right here,

still fighting

For a love that won’t stay (oh-oh)

I miss you in the smallest things

The way you said my name

If I’m honest, I’m scared You forgot me the same (ahhhh)

If you miss me,

just say it Don’t let it fade in the silence I’m tired

of guessing, I’m tired of trying

To read your mind when I’m dying If you’re done,

just break it If you’re here,

then don’t hide it I’m still right here,

still fighting

For a love that won’t stay (oh-oh)

If you miss me… just say it (oh-oh)