

I'd like to kind of go over like a testimony of my
life Where I came from,
what I've been through,
where I'd like to go
I grew up in a broken family (mmm)
Uh,
mom
and dad, drug addicts,
alcoholics Dad worked
on a chicken farm My
mom left
She took us kids,
had us living in a shack in Kentucky
Um,
went through a lot of physical,
emotional, sex abuse growing up
Uh, my half-sister threw an axe at me
I don't know if she was trying to kill me or what,
but
There's a lot of things going on
Uh, recently started a transportation business called Panda Squad
Transportation
And trying to get that off the ground
And
everything
is just not going to plan
It's just not going the way that I thought it would
And just struggling financially and
just at wit's end
My depression and anxiety is hitting through the roof
I was on a lot of medication throughout the years for my
anxiety, depression, PTSD, bipolar,
schizophrenia All kinds of stuff And
just trying to piece it together and get my life together And
sometimes I'm up,
sometimes I'm
down
And some days are like,
"Why am I even here?
Why am I still living?"