Broken Cartography

(ooh, yeah)

I’m running from the past but it keeps catching up

Drinking from a dry well,

staring at an empty cup

I keep losing people while I’m learning how to love myself Put

my problems in a drawer and leave them on the shelf

I'm stuck between

who I was and who I'm trying to be

Looking in the mirror but it isn't me

(it

isn't me)

You said forever, but forever came too fast

I’m scared of healing because pain is all I know

Every time I get too close I gotta let it go

(yeah, yeah) I'm running out of time,

trying not to break

Paying for the choices that I had to make

Yeah, I tried to write a letter but the ink wouldn't spill

Wondering if the hollow in my chest will ever fill

Caught up in the cycle,

spinning in the dark Trying to find a light but I cannot

find a spark

I’m scared of healing because pain is all I know

Every time I get too close I gotta let it go

(yeah, yeah) I'm running out of time,

trying not to break

Paying for the choices that I had to make

If I let down my guard,

would you run away?

Is there anything left that I could say? (ohhh)

I’m scared of healing because pain is all I know

Every time I get too close I gotta let it go

(yeah, yeah) I'm running out of time,

trying not to break

Paying for the choices that I had to make

I keep losing people while I’m learning...

(voicemail beep)