

I cut the charm into the last sheaf
Called the Corn Mother by the old name She answered once then
turned her face
Left the field hollow and the grain ashamed
Moon-phase wrong, the plough refused the ground I drove the cattle through
the hollow tree
Need-fire burned but the smoke went down
Something under the roots began to breathe
The soil remembers
every unpaid debt
Every storm I tried to buy with blood
I hung the animal heads on the fence posts Still the hail
came and chewed the flood (unh!)
I dug beneath the oak where the water speaks
Found a mouth that never needed teeth It offered weather in exchange
for voice I gave the words I used to keep belief
Now the rain falls upward when I sleep
The furrows open wider when I leave
Dogs no longer know the scent I carry
They bark at the shape the dark receives
Field spirits learned my true name slow Practiced the syllables in the
rain When they finish speaking I will not remain Only the mud
will keep the shape I made Only the mud will keep the
shape I made (aahhh!)