Where You At by Amora Skye

AMORA: You ever love somebody so much…

that you start believing their words…

more than their actions? (pause)

Every time you said…

“Baby…

I’m gonna change.”

I believed you.

Every… Single… Time.

But now… I’m starting to wonder…

Was any of it real?

Or…

Was I just in love with the idea of you?

(Where you at…) (Mm… where you at…) You keep saying,

“Baby, I’ma do better…” Same damn promise… Different day.

You swear you’re changing,

but nothing ever changes.

I’m still waiting…

while you’re running away.

I kept believing every word you said,

Building a future inside my head.

Now I’m lying awake,

wondering why I’m the only one still trying.

Every time I ask,

you got another excuse.

Every time I cry,

you got another truth.

Tell me… how many chances am I supposed to give you?

(Again…? Why…? You said…) Maybe I’m overthinking everything you say… But these

unanswered questions keep stealing my faith.

Got me feeling like this whole relationship’s all in my head.

Am I loving who you are… or just the man you said

you’d be? I’m so tired… of chasing somebody… who won’t even chase

me. (All in my head… Where are you…?)

Ooh… where you at?

Ooh… where you at?

You said that you’d be there for me…

so where you at?

Ooh… where you at?

Ooh… where you at?

You keep saying, “Baby,

I’ma change…” But it’s the same damn thing.

Where you at… when I needed somebody?

Where you at…

when I was breaking inside?

Tell me… where you at?

(Where you at… Ooh… Tell me…) You

took my car, said you’d be right back.

Hours went by… no damn call,

no damn text. Now I’m standing outside in the pouring rain.

Late for work… trying to explain.

My coworkers looking at me like I’m

some damn fool. Watching me stand there while you’re breaking every rule.

Mascara running, shoes soaking wet.

Still making excuses for somebody who ain’t showed up yet.

Then the whispers started… everybody knew… You were sleeping with somebody I

worked with too. How the hell you kiss me goodbye… Then spend

your nights living another life?

(Damn… Wow… That’s crazy…) How the fuck you sleep at night?

Knowing you fed me the same damn lies.

I’ve cried for hours,

couldn’t close my eyes.

Wondering why I was never enough.

I screamed so long… I lost my voice.

Trying to save us…

while you made your choice.

Boy… get your damn act together.

‘Cause I can’t carry this forever.

You had a woman who would’ve fought the whole world for you…

And you threw that away.

(No more… Enough… I’m done…)

You know what hurts the most?

It wasn’t even the cheating.

It was watching me stand in the rain… Cry for hours… defend

your name… While you already gave your heart to somebody else.

(Long pause) I’m done asking… where you at.

Because… I finally found myself.

Ooh… where you at?

Ooh… where you at?

You said that you’d be there for me…

so where you at?

Ooh… where you at?

Ooh…

where you at? You kept my heart waiting… while you gave yours

away. Where you at… when I needed somebody?

Where you at… when

I was falling apart?

Where you at… now that

I’m walking away? Tell me…