Trust

But I was wrong,

it became clear You abused that

trust,

used it without care

You exploited me at night while

I slept

Was not present in the world

you took

For a long time you played

this game, quiet and cold

Turning me against the ones I

hold dear

You saw how vulnerable I was

that night

And you used it against me,

quiet and still

No,

you didn't take as a no

But a no is a no,

always,

for everyone

While I slept,

you took it at its worst

Just so I

would be left alone

You tell one truth to others'

ears

And another lie when you whisper

to me

You turn me against the ones

I love Just to lift yourself

up and make me more alone

You talk badly about everyone else

Lifting yourself up

at their expense

But the truth is you're talking

about yourself You need to break

others down

to feel like something

I grieve for who I was

before this

For the trust that broke,

for nights without answers

I grieve for all the ones

you turned against me

For the loneliness you planted,

step by step I'm rising,

slowly but surely

My voice is mine,

no one takes it from me

again

What you planted of loneliness won't

take root

I find my way back

to those I can trust

I no longer carry the blame,

it's yours

You who took what was never

yours to take

I say it now,

loud and clear

What happened wasn't my choice

And I'm rising again