Cathedral of If Only

{stark dry-room intimacy, feline glossolalia harmonics fade in} {deconstructive tempo hesitation,

4D sub-harmonics building regret}

I just got mad,

I’m bad at detaching.

Cool as ice, jusqu’à ce que je commence à parler.

Les mots disparaissent, je suis désorientée.

I’d like to take you out,

maybe find some peace.

{vocal crack on realization} I just got mad,

I’m

bad at

detaching.

Cool as ice, jusqu’à ce que je commence à parler.

Les mots disparaissent, je suis désorientée.

I’d like to take you out,

maybe find some peace.

Do you think of me?

Ou est-ce que ça cesse?

I count my wrongs,

I fear this song— Désolée,

I just got mad.

{feline harmonics swell into if-only chorus}

Over love, it’s overrated,

I’m over the line.

Ton absence me manque,

mais je garde le signe.

I hate your guts,

mais je ne peux pas partir.

I care too much,

so I hold the breath in.

Et soudain, I lose

my head, baby. {vocal crack on "head"}

MAD! FOU!

¡LOCO! {feline

glossolalia peaks,

chaotic overblown warmth}

What do you think?

Do you think about me?

Je compte mes erreurs,

je crains cette chanson.

Sorry, I just got mad.

C’est quand même pretty good.

Humanum est.

Tiguidou.

{heartbeat pulse slows to vacuum

silence, ambient noise return}