Between Two Clefs
Amara vara mara vara.
Transmission cycle advancing. Quinn at the helm through the glass and rain.
Execute. Double vision, amplifying everything he isn't,
Je m'ennuie, boredom is a heavy presence,
listen. It's not your fault,
c'est ma condition, my own design,
If I move out this year,
will the slipping start to align?
Inside the pink room it's freezing for safety's sweet sake,
While outside on our private land,
the silent walls break!
Peur de l'engagement, scared of the way the floor falls,
Something is missing, derrière ces quatre murs,
these empty halls. Lâches pas la patate,
babe, even when the stage falls through,
We're rewriting the ending for the crew!
'Cause was it all for a show?
Now I look so stupid for casting the roles!
When the curtains close,
I wish that I was in your clothes!
Spiraling is miserable, je devrais rentrer chez moi,
But why is it so difficult,
pourquoi c'est si dur pour moi?
I hope I wake up invisible,
someone no one knows,
With absolute autonomy locked over every pink-lined space,
And Joan reminding us that divine chaos wins the race :) To
name this feeling, a hundred thousand years of grief,
For things I never touched,
le deuil d'une ombre,
my relief. Therapist on the weekend,
reliving every single mistake,
I hated how we left it,
the silence in the wake.
Where did you run to?
Sketchers on the pavement,
running from the past,
Knowing damn well that this manic summer won't last.
Qu'est-ce que j'ai dit?
The color of the blue,
the cost of being me.
Drinking, staying up late,
reliving the bad decisions,
I thought the ranting would fix the divisions.
I'm just difficult. Je suis trop difficile...
We hold our sparkly silver swords up high and let the transmission
ring! 'Cause was it all for a show?
Now I look so stupid for casting the roles!
When the curtains close,
I wish that I was in your clothes!
Times like these, I try not to get upset,
All I do is think about you,
and this is the thanks I get?
With absolute autonomy locked over every pink-lined space,
And Joan reminding us that divine chaos wins the race :)
100% Tiguidou. The spiral is a cycle.
I'm just
difficult.