

{crystalline synth pads fading in,
slow filter sweep} {wide stereo motion
building} I swear that freedom
is a weakness
I’m prayin for the weekend
Cuz I’m hopin they don’t leak this
Without a pot
to piss in
I’m not judged by my attentions
{breathy female lead, airy high register}
Wanna talk about you
But you stand by yo decision
I ran up a mountain
I was callin to the pidgeons
The birds and the bees
On my knees Want forgiveness
{intimate close mic, emotional control} I don’t see the keys
Paid the fees got a vision Sometimes I wonder
Am I the hero or the villain Yeah
life’s tough Yeah life sucks
Drive you down a hard road Where the lights hush
{wide reverb harmonies sharp,
stereo adlibs clean} {peak melodic synth line with
driving low end}
I be better on my own
Without the wife stuff
Member feelin all alone
With all the white stuff
No behavior I condone
Well that’s a nice touch
I find ways to justify it
When it’s not just {breathy precise delivery clean} Im a flawed human
being
In a tight crunch
Am I a hero or a villain
Or a nice son
I guess a man will never know
until his time come
I will answer to the one And him only {intimate close mic
crisp} So keep opinions to yourself If u don’t know me homie
Concentrate on betta things Control yo emotions Live yo life
with pride and devotion I don’t wanna hear about alterier motives {stereo
adlibs clean, wide reverb
harmonies sharp} I can’t stop to think
I got bigger things in motion
Yeah I figured out the key
And I left you all alonesome
I just hope that you recover
it takes one to know
I came along way from servin
rocks
{breathy female lead airy} Was addicted to the life
But when u livin like you Al Capone You get a nice
rush And I know that it ain’t optimal Life is full of
options
I got all the stock in common folk They don’t care life
ain’t fair Life’s a gamble roll the dice if you dare
{peak melodic synth line with driving low end} It’s the struggle it’s
too much we’re aware Domestic violence got you clutching silverware I just
need some peace cuz my mindset is my lair Wake up lookin
in the mirror I compare We exhilarated need defibrillator Misery is not
respected you and instigator Why don’t you try bein happy for I
see u later Always crying bout yo troubles
get some tissue paper
I need you to be strong and fix yo
issues baby Put
the
cross over my mental illness
poppin up when u in pain
I am tired stress is weighing on my brain I stay positive
I gotta keep it sane I’ll be honest w and my honesty’s
to blame A can’t tell u what u wanna here I promise
I can change {fading crystalline layers,
slow pan motion} {residual motion fading to silence}