

{crystalline synth pads fading in,
slow filter sweep} {wide stereo motion building} I swear that freedom
is a weakness
I’m prayin for the weekend
Cuz I’m hopin they don’t leak this
Without a pot to piss in
I’m not judged by my attentions
{breathy
female lead, airy high register}
Wanna talk about you
But you stand by yo decision
I ran up a mountain
I was callin to the pidgeons
The birds and the bees On my knees
Want forgiveness {intimate close mic,
emotional
control} I don’t see
the keys
Paid the fees
got a vision Sometimes I wonder Am I the hero or the
villain
Yeah
life’s tough
Yeah life sucks
Drive you down a hard road Where the lights hush
{wide reverb harmonies
sharp, stereo adlibs clean} {peak melodic synth line with driving low end}
I be better on my own
Without the wife stuff
Member feelin all alone
With all the white stuff
No behavior I condone
Well that’s a nice touch
I find ways to justify it When it’s not just {breathy precise
delivery clean} Im a flawed human being
In a tight crunch
Am I a hero or a villain
Or a nice son
I guess a man will never know
until his time come
I will answer to the one
And him only {intimate close mic crisp} So keep opinions to yourself
If u don’t know me
homie
Concentrate on betta things Control yo emotions
Live yo life with pride and devotion
I don’t wanna hear about alterier motives
{stereo adlibs clean, wide
reverb harmonies sharp} I can’t stop to think
I got bigger things in motion
Yeah I figured out the key
And I left you all alonesome
I just hope that you recover
it takes one to know I came along way from servin rocks
{breathy female lead airy} Was addicted to the life
But when u livin like you Al Capone You get a nice
rush And I know that it ain’t optimal Life is full of
options
I got all the stock in common folk They don’t care life
ain’t fair Life’s a gamble roll the dice if you dare
{peak melodic synth line with
driving low end} It’s the struggle it’s too much we’re aware Domestic
violence got you clutching silverware I just need some peace cuz my
mindset is my lair Wake up lookin in the mirror I compare
We exhilarated need defibrillator Misery is not respected you and instigator Why
don’t you try bein happy for I see u later Always crying
bout yo troubles get some tissue paper I need
you to be strong
and fix yo issues baby Put the
cross over my mental illness poppin up when u in pain
I am tired stress is weighing on my brain I stay positive
I gotta keep it sane I’ll be honest w and my
honesty’s to blame A can’t
tell u what u wanna here I promise I can change {fading
crystalline layers, slow pan motion} {residual motion fading to
silence}