

{crystalline synth pads fading
in, slow filter
sweep} {wide stereo motion building}
I swear that freedom
is a weakness
I’m prayin for the weekend
Cuz I’m hopin they don’t leak this
Without a pot
to piss in
I’m not judged
by my attentions
{breathy female lead, airy high register}
Wanna talk about you
But you stand by yo decision
I ran up a mountain
I was callin to the pidgeons
The birds and the bees
On my knees
Want forgiveness {intimate close mic,
emotional control} I don’t see the
keys
Paid the fees got a vision Sometimes I wonder Am I the
hero or the villain
Yeah life’s tough
Yeah life sucks
Drive you down a hard road Where the lights hush
{wide reverb
harmonies sharp, stereo adlibs clean} {peak melodic synth line with
driving low end} I be better on my own
Without the wife stuff
Member feelin all alone
With all the white stuff
No behavior I condone
Well that’s a nice touch
I find ways to justify it
When it’s not just
{breathy precise delivery clean} Im a flawed human being
In a tight crunch
Am I a hero or a villain
Or a nice son
I guess a man will never know
until his time come
I will answer to the one And him only {intimate close mic
crisp} So keep opinions to yourself If u don’t know me homie
Concentrate on betta things Control yo emotions Live yo life with pride
and devotion I don’t wanna hear about alterier motives {stereo adlibs clean,
wide reverb harmonies sharp}
I can’t stop to think
I got bigger things in motion
Yeah I figured out the key
And I left you all alonesome I
just hope that you recover
it takes one to know
I came along way from servin rocks
{breathy female lead airy} Was addicted to the life But when u
livin like you Al Capone You get a nice rush
And I know that it ain’t optimal Life is full of options
I got all the stock in common folk They don’t care life
ain’t fair Life’s a gamble roll the dice if you dare
{peak melodic synth line with driving
low end} It’s the struggle it’s too much we’re aware Domestic violence
got you clutching silverware I just need some peace cuz my mindset
is my lair Wake up lookin in the mirror
I compare We exhilarated need
defibrillator
Misery
is not respected you and instigator Why don’t you try bein happy
for I see u later Always crying bout yo troubles get some
tissue paper I need you
to be strong and fix yo issues baby Put the cross over
my mental illness poppin up when u in pain I am tired
stress is weighing on my brain I stay positive I gotta keep
it sane I’ll be honest w and my honesty’s to blame A
can’t tell u what u wanna here I promise I can change
{fading crystalline layers, slow pan motion} {residual motion fading to silence}