

{crystalline synth pads fading in,
slow filter sweep} {wide
stereo motion building}
I swear that freedom
is a weakness
I’m prayin for the weekend Cuz I’m hopin they don’t leak this
Without a pot
to piss in
I’m not judged
by my attentions {breathy female
lead, airy high register}
Wanna talk about you
But you stand by yo decision
I ran up a mountain
I was callin to the pidgeons The birds and the bees
On my knees
Want forgiveness
{intimate close mic, emotional control} I don’t see the keys
Paid the fees got a vision Sometimes I wonder Am I
the hero or the villain Yeah life’s tough Yeah life sucks
Drive you down a hard road Where the lights hush
{wide reverb harmonies sharp,
stereo adlibs clean} {peak melodic synth line with driving low end}
I be better on my own
Without the wife stuff
Member feelin all alone
With all the white stuff
No behavior I condone
Well that’s a nice touch I find ways to justify it When
it’s not just {breathy precise delivery clean} Im a flawed human being
In a tight crunch
Am I a hero or a villain
Or a nice son
I guess a man will never know until his time come
I will answer to the one And him only {intimate close mic
crisp}
So keep opinions to yourself If u don’t know me homie
Concentrate on betta things Control yo
emotions Live yo life with pride and devotion I don’t wanna hear
about alterier motives {stereo adlibs clean,
wide reverb harmonies sharp} I can’t stop to think
I got bigger things in motion
Yeah I figured out the key And I left you all alonesome
I just hope that you recover
it takes one to know I came along way from servin rocks
{breathy female lead airy} Was addicted to the life
But when u livin like you Al Capone You get a nice
rush And I know that it ain’t optimal Life is full of
options
I got all the stock in common folk They don’t care life
ain’t fair Life’s a gamble roll the dice if you dare
{peak melodic synth line with driving
low end} It’s the struggle it’s too much we’re aware Domestic violence
got you clutching silverware I just need some peace cuz my mindset
is my lair Wake up lookin in the mirror I compare We
exhilarated need defibrillator Misery is not respected you and instigator Why don’t
you try bein happy for I see u later Always crying bout
yo troubles get some tissue paper I need you to be strong
and fix yo issues baby Put the cross over my mental illness
poppin up when u in pain I am tired stress is weighing
on my brain I stay positive I gotta
keep it sane
I’ll be honest w and my honesty’s to blame A can’t tell
u what u wanna here I promise I can change {fading crystalline
layers, slow pan motion} {residual motion fading to
silence}