

{crystalline synth pads fading in,
slow filter sweep} {wide stereo motion building} I swear that freedom
is a weakness
I’m prayin for the weekend Cuz I’m hopin they don’t leak this
Without a pot
to piss in
I’m not judged
by my attentions
{breathy female lead, airy high register}
Wanna talk about you
But you stand by yo decision
I ran up a mountain
I was callin to the pidgeons The birds and the bees
On my knees
Want forgiveness {intimate close mic,
emotional control} I don’t
see the keys
Paid the fees got a vision Sometimes I wonder Am I the
hero or the villain
Yeah life’s tough
Yeah life sucks
Drive you down a hard road Where the lights hush
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stereo adlibs clean} {peak melodic synth line with driving
low end}
I be better on my own
Without the wife stuff
Member feelin all alone
With all the white stuff
No behavior I condone
Well that’s a nice touch I find ways to justify it When
it’s not just {breathy precise delivery clean} Im a flawed human being
In a tight crunch
Am I a hero or a villain
Or a nice son
I guess a man will never know
until his time come I will answer to the one And him
only
{intimate close mic crisp}
So keep opinions to yourself If u don’t know me homie
Concentrate on betta things Control yo emotions
Live yo life with pride and devotion
I don’t wanna hear about alterier motives
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I can’t stop to think I got bigger things in motion
Yeah I figured out the key And I left you all alonesome
I just hope that you recover it takes one to know I
came along way from servin rocks {breathy female lead airy} Was addicted
to
the life
But when u livin like you Al Capone You get a nice
rush And I know that it ain’t optimal
Life is full of options I got all the stock in common
folk They don’t care life ain’t fair Life’s a gamble roll the
dice
if you dare {peak melodic synth line with
driving low end} It’s the struggle it’s too much we’re aware Domestic
violence got you clutching silverware I just need some peace cuz my
mindset is my lair Wake up lookin in the mirror I compare
We exhilarated need defibrillator Misery is not respected you and instigator Why
don’t you try bein happy for I see u later Always crying
bout yo troubles get some tissue paper I need you to be
strong and fix yo issues baby Put
the cross over my mental illness poppin up when u in pain
I am tired stress is weighing on my
brain I stay positive I gotta keep it sane I’ll be honest
w and my honesty’s to blame A
can’t tell u what u
wanna
here I promise I
can change {fading crystalline layers,
slow pan motion} {residual motion fading to silence}