Compulsive ADHD

{subdued rhodes chords} {muffled lofi trap beat filter sweep} {vinyl crackle sound}

My mind is running ten directions at the same time

Trying to catch a fleeting thought upon a thin line {muffled lazy

kick and snare enter} I pick up hobbies just to leave them

on the dusty shelf Another hyperfocus battle with my own self

(so fast) I check my phone a hundred times but there is

nothing new Just a compulsive little loop that I am running through

{hi-hat rolls start} They tell me focus but the static is a

heavy wall I build a tower in my head then watch the

pieces fall (down, down) But then I stop and take a breath

to let the static clear I map the pathways of the noise

until the rules appear

{beat drops out slightly} It is a storm inside my brain but

I can steer the wheel Compulsive ADHD waves are not the way

I feel

(yeah) {heavy sliding 808 bass drop} {bright lofi trap beat} I write

it down to keep the promise that I made to me And

set some boundaries on the focus so my mind is free

{808 bass

rolls back slightly} One step at a time,

I do not have to finish everything Just finding peace inside the

chaos that the mornings bring

(find it now) I learned to ride the wave instead of trying

to make it stop And let the thoughts resolve themselves before they

start to drop

{percussion elements tighten} No longer running from the rhythm that is in

my chest I turn the energy to art and let the pressure

rest

(rest up)

It is a storm inside my brain but I can steer the

wheel Compulsive ADHD waves are not the way I feel (yeah)

{heavy sliding 808 bass drop} {bright lofi

trap

beat} Compulsive mind, but I am learning how to let it breathe

{808 fades out} {only warm rhodes and vinyl crackle remaining} (hummmmm)