

Not because the dark was gone
Not because the light had won
The darkness began to glow {intimate three-note piano motif,
chiming guitar harmonics}
Two heartbeats settled into one
Shadow moving through the sun
Every scar began to shine
Not erased, but finally mine I felt the current change its course
No longer fighting with its force What pulled me down now carried
me Through everything I couldn’t see
{low vocal shadows enter,
warm sub-bass swells} One taught me how to feel
One taught me to survive I needed every buried part
To make it out alive
{tension building, strings rising}
Now the darkness glows And the light can cast a shadow I
don’t have to let one go I was made to carry both
Now the darkness glows Through every broken part I know
I am deeper than before I was made to carry both
Carry both
Carry both I don’t have to choose anymore (carry
both) {powerful live toms,
wide dream-rock guitars, choir layers} The water opened overhead I heard the
words we never said They didn’t sound like chains today They sounded
like a path away The grief remained,
but changed its weight No longer pulling at my feet I carried
it against my chest And let the light carry the rest {guitars
recede, pulsing electronic beat return} I am not only what was broken
I am not only what escaped I am every truth unspoken I
am every step I made Let the darkness give me depth Let
the light reveal the road I don’t need to lose a half
To prove that I am whole {massive slow crescendo,
soaring vocals, sweeping strings} Dark in the light Light in the deep
Both in my blood Both belong to me
Truth in the wound
Hope in the scar
I know where I’ve been
I know who we are
{sudden beat drop, intimate sub-bass and close vocal only} Now the darkness
glows
And the light can cast a shadow I don’t have to let
one go
I was made to carry both Now the darkness glows
Through every broken part I know I am deeper than before
I was made to carry both
Carry both
Carry both I don’t have to choose anymore (carry both) {full ultimate
sonic release, wall of sound}
I rose until the surface
Became a mirror beneath my hands My reflection opened its mouth
first— (Call again)
{water rippling sounds, final piano motif fades,
cold water surface tension,
whispered words}