I swear it’s like I drive myself
insane cuz I’m always tryna control
the things I can
never change
chasing my dreams
until blue in the face
I’m just sitting in my room
with all the lights off cuz the world outside is such a
darker place I tell myself that I’m okay
even though it’s been some years since I felt the same
im
just tryna be
but everybody wants to see a change
feeling deranged
cuz the people in my life haven’t been acting the same
get fingers point at me when really they the one blame
but in the fucking world of commotion
got my problems getting deeper than the ocean mixing my drinks like
some damn potions until I can’t walking in one motion (ahhhh)
yet I’m still tryna see the bigger picture
I swear my life is like a movie cuz none of this
shit feel real to me either
numb from the pain cuz my life just been hitting different went
taking acid while starting at the static on the television
to now too focus on life
as I go through this tunnel and try to see the vision
I only got one chance to make things right
before I close my chapter in the book of life and imma
do it for the ones not with me tonight the ones I
keep in the memories in my mind (ooh)
get fingers point at me when really they the one blame but
in the fucking world of commotion got my problems getting deeper than
the ocean mixing my drinks like some damn potions until I can’t
walking in one motion I only got one chance to make things
right for the ones I keep in the memories in my mind (ahhhh)
for
the ones not with me tonight the ones I keep in the
memories in my mind