{heavy distorted
808-pulse and faint rhythmic inhale/exhale} {sparse echoing hi-hats enter low in
the mix} Stressed in the sanctuary,
trying to force the pace.
You’ve been gone for ages,
but I still see the face.
Trapped in the orbit,
no exit from the room,
No ears for the venting,
just the smoke and the gloom.
{glitchy digital decay on smoke} Stressed in the sanctuary,
trying to take it slow.
You’re a ghost of a second ago,
and I’ve got nowhere to go.
{weary numb resigned delivery}
I’m spiraling, fractured, the highs are a curse.
I admit the errors,
the state is getting worse.
My brother sees the damage,
the shadow in my eyes,
I wouldn’t wish the frequency on the one I despise.
{metallic industrial reverb on downfall} They track the descent,
they pray for the fall,
But I’m building a fortress,
I’m ignoring the call.
This is the fracture,
the debt you’ve laid on me,
I’m shedding the skin,
now you’re zero to me.
{rapid intense vulnerable delivery}
Locked in the chamber,
the walls closing in.
You’re a phantom in the cortex,
beneath the thin skin.
I know you’re listening,
the tracks are the proof,
I’m carving the agony into the truth.
{melodic aching confrontational delivery}
I’m converting the trauma,
the salt into gold.
They treat me like a legend,
the story is told.
Too many distractions, I’m back with the kin,
You’re gripping the shadow,
let the silence begin.
{rapid-fire vocal chop on give me something to hold} I’m autonomous now,
I’m the signal, the phone,
Tired of the hollow,
I need more than the bone.
{cold confident dismissive delivery} No room to move.
Pas de sortie. Burning the bridge,
to set the mind free.
{whisper very close-mic} Just smoke.
Rien d'autre.
{rhythmic distorted bass-pulse
and lighter clicking}
100% Tiguidou.
The room is quiet.
I am the only one left in the bedroom.
{raw intimate bedroom
studio vibe resolved
and elegant} {final deep 808-thud cutting into distant wind}