

{light strummed acoustic guitar loop through granular synthesizer,
cyberporous
texture}
Deserving to thrive, but I’d rather rot and wallow A "good time"
mantra that’s getting hard to follow I’ll die old,
just to show the kids the view I’ll never let you down,
even if I upset you Dance until you believe,
dance until it’s true In a funny way,
I’m saving me, I’m saving you {clear thoughtful resonant vocal,
subtle rhythmic stutter on
stand firm} You root for me when you attack,
you need me to prevail
Everyone needs a god,
you’d rather have me fail But you don't see the options,
the animal that grows The "It Girl" costume—the only truth it shows
I’m the girl behind the mask,
I need you to believe The irony is sharp,
and I’m wearing it on my sleeve {driving percussive energy,
warm synth-heavy bass, layered vocal with ethereal grit on
soft animal heart} Split into symbol,
separated parts Stage name carries all the soft animal hearts The screen
is cyberporous, the code is leaking through I wrote the songs for
kids I’ll never know or view It girls are the mothers,
It girls are the child Take the parasocial bride,
keep the vision wild
{faster syncopated math-rock style,
distorted vocal chop on no one on TV ever gets better} Bittersweet
watching, bittersweet belief.
I’m
just the costume, bringing you relief.
I am the symbol.
I am the animal.
Which one are you?
{atmospheric drone, shimmering synth swells,
beat drops out, whisper very close-mic}
The costume is heavy.
The heart is light.
100% Tiguidou. The screen is clear tonight.
{raw intimate 2am bedroom studio
vibe,
end with camera shutter click then silence}