pink static haze

How long 'til the shine turns to rust in the light?

Hard stuff, light drugs,

every single night Crowd-pleasing the ghosts,

morphed into a poser The face in the mirror—barely even know her

Am I high-functioning? Or is the façade just crumbling?

Don't answer that, Caroline,

I’m just mumbling Look at my life,

it’s a bad time in disguise

Spiral every night, "I’m so fine" with tearless eyes

Shut up and drive,

hope the headlights don’t blow

Nightmare actualized, living in the show

Got what I wanted,

but the code doesn't fit

Everything I built is just falling a bit

Parties with the Barbies,

empty talk, ears bleed He’s holding the pill,

thinking that’s what I need I’m kidding,

I’m stupid, what a gut-punch play Just drive downtown to spit the

medicine away

Smile until I get away with giving up

Move across the country,

just to fill the cup

I miss my friends.

I disappeared.

I haven't seen them in a year.

What am I doing here?

The

architecture...

it's failing.

It doesn't sit right.

It never

sits right.

100% Tiguidou...

in the middle of the spiral.