Bottom of the Bottle

{pill bottle rattling, heavy sighs,

ice

clinking, slow 808 heartbeat

build}

Five hundred eighty-six, pint after pint,

the well runs dry,

Dueña del abismo, begging for the reason why.

"I'd rather overdose", than face the lonely quiet,

"I can't let you go",

è questa la mia solita riot.

Amor addictus.

{confessional delivery, deep gasps} I am the Addict,

the cycle, the hero with no heart,

Dueña del dolor, tearing my own life apart.

"If only you loved me",

like you love the high,

"Can't be without you",

I'm reaching for the sky.

Nexum fatalis.

{soaring yet broken vocal peak} No cap,

it’s the zeros, the dad-ghost,

the hate I feel inside,

Reclamando mi verdad, with nowhere left to hide.

C’est pas du brain rot,

c’est le poids de la maladie,

I’m 4K addict, sovereign,

trying to find the key.

Sensus privationis.

{raw emotional rap-sing flow}

It ate, the "letting go"—no crumbs of the cure,

Soy la soberana, and the pain is still pure.

Je suis la souveraine qui implore de ne pas marcher loin,

And that’s the real vibe,

the love is just a coin.

Votum

desesperatum.

{building tension, desperate gasps} I am the Addict,

the cycle, the hero with no heart,

Dueña del dolor, tearing my own life apart.

"If only you loved me",

like you love the high,

"Can't be without you",

I'm reaching for the sky.

Nexum fatalis.

{full vocal layers, exhausted peak} 100%

Tiguidou. I’m still here,

fighting the cycle. Sigo aquí,

luchando contra el ciclo.

Je suis toujours là,

à combattre le cycle.

Adhuc sum hic, cyclum pugnans.

Tiguidou.

{fading sighs, pill bottle fade,

loop closing}