

{atmospheric filter sweep} (mmm-mmm-mm-mm) {warm analog synth
pad, soft fender rhodes,
sparse rimshot}
I got tired of pretending I don't care,
Wearing "I'm okay" like it's something I could wear.
Mirror said, "You look different these days,"
I said, "Yeah... I'm finally changing."
Used to call the silence lonely,
Now it sounds a little like peace.
Guess the hardest kind of healing
Is believing you can leave.
If I lose another person,
I won't lose myself again.
That's a promise I can keep When the night gets in my
head. {subtle filtered trap hi-hats start} If my heart breaks,
let it.
Flowers only bloom after the weather.
I don't need forever— I just need tomorrow to be better.
Slow dancing with my own reflection,
Learning love ain't always
someone's direction. Maybe I'm enough...
Maybe I always was.
(ooh-yeah) Stopped chasing people who were halfway gone,
You can't build a home where the lights stay off.
Now my tears don't feel like losing,
They're just proof that I'm still choosing...
Me.
Mm-mm...
I'll be alright.
Not today, maybe one more night.
Mm-mm... watch me grow,
Even when nobody knows.
{uplifting warm synth sweep}
I don't need to glow for the whole room.
Just enough to find my way through.
Piece by piece, I'm coming back— That's my favorite kind of magic.
If my heart breaks,
let it. Every crack lets in a little heaven.
I'm not who I was,
And that's my biggest blessing.
If they leave, let 'em.
I'm done begging love to stay.
I'll become the girl Who saves herself someday.
Maybe healing isn't loud...
Maybe it sounds like this.
{fading rhodes keys, soft vinyl
crackle}