Waiting for Thomas

I know we’ve had our good times,

and we’ve had a few bad

I look back at the history and the moments that we had

We're standing here as just friends,

and I know it isn't easy

After what I did to you,

I'm grateful you still see me

I feel like I have grown so much from my past mistakes

I thank God you’re still in my life,

whatever it takes Because you’re the one who makes my heart beat

fast

Every time we talk,

I always hope the moment lasts

My phone lights up with a text,

and I can't hide my smile

Waiting for your news,

or a silly joke to make it all worthwhile

Only time will tell if we can be what we were before

But my dear Thomas,

I'm hoping we can be

something more

I get all excited

just to see your name appear

A simple little message makes my worries disappear

You make my day so much better,

just by being you

And I’m putting in the work to prove my words are true

I know we have to take it slow,

let the healing do its part

But I'm holding out for "us," keeping you inside my heart

I want to get back to the love we used to know

I want to stand beside you

and watch each other grow

To grow old together,

through the laughter and the tears

To make up for the heartache,

and share the coming years I'm walking on a better path,

I left the past behind

And a future with you in it

is all that's on my mind

Because you’re the one who makes my heart beat fast

Every time we talk,

I always hope the moment lasts

My phone lights up with a text,

and I can't hide my smile

Waiting for your news,

or a silly joke to make it all worthwhile

Only time will tell if we can be what we were before

But my dear Thomas,

I'm hoping we can be something more

Just a silly joke...

Just a racing

heart... Hoping that this friendship is a brand new place to start.

Only time will tell,

but I’ll be waiting here.

My dear Thomas, I just

want you

near.