Cold Rain Heartbeat

Cold rain on my jacket,

I don't say a word

My name is

5 8 9 Ray,

trying not to get hurt

I keep all the feelings inside,

but they press like a wave So I turn it into music,

just to feel okay I smile for the room,

but I'm shaking in my bones They hear the song,

not the nights I spend alone Every note is a bruise that

I finally let show

If you knew what it costs me,

you'd move a little slow Cold rain rock and roll,

that's how I stay alive I pour it in the speakers when

I can't hold it inside You don't know the pain I carry

when the room gets loud But my

music pulls me up when I'm breaking down

People see the posts,

think it's easy, think I'm fine But I fight my own weather

every time I write a line I don't talk about the damage,

I just tune up and play

Turn the hurt into a rhythm,

let it carry me away I don't want your pity,

I just want the truth

I'm learning how to live with what I can't undo

If I ever look fearless,

it's only the sound

Holding me together when I'm falling down

Cold rain rock and roll,

that's how I stay alive

I pour it in the speakers when I can't hold it inside

You don't know the pain I carry when the room gets loud

But my music pulls me up when I'm breaking down

Cold rain on my sleeves,

but I still sing

it through 5 8 9 Ray,

that's the only thing I can do If you hear me tonight,

let it mean something true Cold rain rock and roll,

and I'm making

it

through