Inner Fight Loop

(shhh) Yo, I'm trapped in this loop,

motherfucker, can't escape, ADHD got me feelin' like I'm losin' my fate.

Poppin' pills, but they ain't doin' shit,

Just a drugged-out zombie,

man, I'm losin' my wit.

I don't wanna die,

but damn what's better?

Stuck in this mess,

a cursed debt debtor.

Flexin' on the surface,

but I'm dyin' inside,

Bitches call me crazy,

but I'm just tryna ride.

Wakin' up, same shit,

just a different day,

Ballin' in my head,

but I can't find my way.

Disappointment's my shadow, misery's my friend,

Every twist and turn just leads to dead ends.

I don't wanna die,

but damn what's better?

Stuck in this mess,

a cursed debt debtor.

Flexin' on the surface,

but I'm dyin' inside,

Bitches call me crazy,

but I'm just tryna ride.

Lost in the chaos,

feelin' all alone, Thoughts race like a thuggin' cyclone,

Addiction's a mistress, keeps calling my name,

I'm fightin' her grip,

but it's all just a game.

Yeah, I'm out here grindin',

but it feels like a joke,

Every step forward, another hit,

man, I choke. Lost in my mind,

like a moth to the flame,

Tryna break free, but I'm tangled in shame.

I don't wanna die,

but damn what's better?

Stuck in this mess,

a cursed debt debtor.

Flexin' on the surface,

but I'm dyin' inside,

Bitches call me crazy,

but I'm just tryna ride.

So I'm fightin' for growth,

gotta break this chain,

A warrior's heart, yeah,

I'm feelin' the pain.

From the loop of doom,

I'll rise and I'll shine,

A soldier in the struggle,

I'll claim what's mine.