lonely

what is happiness

lonely lonely lie

regret

pain pain erasure silence stillness

thought emotion distortion out of sync

overflow overflow

roughness

cracks

no name just alive

melting

melting

doesn't matter falling falling fracture break nothing needed nothing required

spiral stairs memory

rewrite

NOISE CLOSE

sad sad hope loneliness repeat repeat

shift shift

clouding layering

resonating

resonating no reason

no meaning

drifting

wandering

silence

rejection

ignored

can't hear

stillness

madness is defense

collapsing

collapsing

don't touch

vibration

falling

falling

murmur

whisper

drifting drifting

Alive Alive Still alive

hope despair

fatigue

pain

stacking

sleep sleep

fading

fading

breathing

breathing

Alive Alive Still alive

That's enough

fragments of memory

Alive Alive

not over

here

remaining

breathing

not gone